My Life Stories

2011-10-25T22:50:00.000-07:00

Hi blog! long time no see. I just read Eveline's blog and it's sad. I remember when the first time her koko bbm me and told me about her father. I did not know what should I do. All I remember was I am crying in Andrew's car. I can stop my tears. Although, I had pretend nothing happened in 2 minutes. There were Eko and Ninis there too. After all, I realized that she is the strongest friend I ever known. She has a strong heart and I am sure it's hard for her but she made it!

I just got F on my Nutrition class. This would be my first F in the university. I felt very dumb. I spent my weekend for study group and it's not working. But the teacher is so kind. She allowed us to make a correction and gave us the half point for the correct answer. My friend gave me all the answers and I'm pretty sure that I can got B- on it. I told the teacher that it was a hard test and she also said that almost 70% of the class failed the test. She also mentioned that as long as I did all the projects and the video reviews I can pass the class. I hope I can do well in the next test.

Next semester will be my last semester here in CSUN. I only need 13 units to get the Bachelor Degree. But the thing is I need to take CADV 470 in order to graduate and there is only 2 sections for those hard classes. I am sure I can't survive on those class because both of teacher got 1.1 rated in ratemyprof. I'm planning to take it in the winter session and will not go to jakarta. It's a short session only 3 weeks. I hope I can do it.

My mother told me that she wanted to open a college in Jakarta, but I'm not really sure when it would be. Now she is busy finding an area to build the building. I think it gonna be somewhere in PIK area. Hope everything rum smooth.

Tannie had left US. She's done with all the theories in the university. Me and her was the same age, but she graduated earlier than me. Although we started the college at the same time. This because she is too diligent, not like me!

I should do my homework but I don't feel like doing it. But I should do it. okay thennnn siii yaaaa....

2011-07-13T01:32:00.000-07:00

Hi! I'm back:)

Vanessa had to go back to Jakarta for some reasons:( I miss her so much, I do miss our ELITE dim sum almost every Saturday afternoon. wish she will get back soon!

I'm done with Summer classes and currently I feel free! I don't think I'm doing good in this short semester, but at least I took 3 classes or about 9 units and I'm pretty sure that I will pass all the the subjects:)

I will be in Jakarta on 25 July! can't wait!

2011-04-20T23:17:00.000-07:00

hallo dunia!

I'm done with IC. it was great. All I can say is amazing! there was like 400-500 people in UCLA and sadly it over;'( I miss being called bbm every Friday to just come to Erik;s house for practicing my part with only 3 scenes.

In the less of 3 months all those Bruins students will graduate. especially Erik. He will graduate soon! I miss him, how he talked, how he laugh and everything about how he managed the ICN.

Almost 2 weeks my life was changed. I got along with some of permias people and I think it would be the best beginning of my friendship with Indonesian people. I love being with them, after all they are quite fun and random too.

Oh yah quick update Sharlene Nathalie was born in Macrh 8 2011. She have a deep dimple and I think she looks like Ci devi's mom, but some people said she looks like ko Handy's face. but never mind I'm happy to have you in life :)

Ko Ahui will get merried soon which means that I will have another new person in my life. I don't get along with her but I'm sure she is the best for you. Although we are not really close each other. but you supposed to be my number one in my pray list. You helped me alot with the computer things. I'm glad to have you ko:)

Another thing is my apartment now is very clean! I love to clean my apartment. somehow it feels good to do it while it hard if it was in San Jose.

thats all :)

2011-02-23T12:33:00.000-08:00

a good cartoon(:

2011-02-08T18:08:00.000-08:00

Oh GOD! I want chloe and mulberry so bad:( wish mom was here:*

2011-02-02T19:22:00.001-08:00

As I said earlier that I really hope to pass WPE test. It isn't hard for everybody who have strong English grammar, but for me, it's really HARD! I want to graduate next Fall, but I still don't know how many units that I need to take.

Today is Chinese New Year and all my family members are gathered together in my grandpa house, yes he is the only "grand" now, my other grandpa from my daddy side was passed away about 4 months ago. I miss every single things about Chinese New Yaer, I miss red pocket, foods, and the laughter of my families:( wish I was there!

Okay move on... Currently I have nothing to do, I'm waiting for Vanessa's bbm because I still don't know when I have to go to Tanchang, yes we do have a "little" Chinese New Year celebration with my best friend.

My two classes was cancelled today, so I don't have any classes, but I'm still went to library to finish up my essays. I think I should be more diligent for practicing my essay because I really want to pass the WPE test:(

Yesterday we had a little conversation which I think was really important, finally he admitted that he did something wrong and he wanted to fix our friendship, but honesty, deep down in my hard I'm still hate him. I'm not hate him like we don't know each other but I'm just still can't believe that we could end up like this. I hope we can be just like ordinary friend nothing more. I miss you bytheway:(

2011-01-27T14:50:00.000-08:00

I'm at the library right now waitting for andrew to come. My bb is being suck right now, the battery is off and I can't used it:( Luckily, eko is online so I ask him for help, by bbm-ing andrew to come here. He is the only one that I can counts on now. hopes he will message me right away if andrew have replied his bbm:( I never thought that my blackberry is really important! I thought that i can only used it for bbm or for killing my time while I'm in the class. hish!

I done with my classes today. The last class was the easiest one. I just came to the class for no more than 15 mins to fill out a piece of paper and I'm done! I dropped my Friday class yesterday:) I changed it into Tuesday class. I hope I can graduate as soon as possible and pass my WPE test!

My jet-lag was getting better last night! I can slept from 11PM-7Am this morning:) I miss my country so much especially the foods. I miss bakmi and other street food. I miss my mom and Sharon. Hope she will come this June for my cousin wedding. I think I will not go anywhere for this spring break because I have a drama's exercise for ICN and andrew will be the head of some positions in permias for helping the ICN,hope he can dfo it! Oh yeah, I just paid $200 for WPE test the woman there misstyped the price which was only $20. I need to get back there on Tuesday for the refund. I hope I can pass the test! wish me luck everybody!

That's all for today, in about 15 mins Andrew will finish with his class, hopes he read Eko's bbm and my tweets too..

2011-01-26T08:30:00.001-08:00

I was reading Tannie's blog lately. I like the way she explored her feeling into words. Somehow, she motivated me to think back and realized what I've got and to cherish everything. LA is a big city too and I think San Jose looks like East LA, there are a lots of Chinese people and a good dim sum too for sure. I was feeling bored when the first quarter in De Anza, there were nothing to do except going around with church's people until Eveline and Honey came. Everything seemed too good there. I felt like my elemenatry childhood were repeating again. I didn't even think how to get an A, pass or C are way to good for my lack efforts. In here I only met a friend a single person who I can seret to Simpang and other's favourite place. She is Soes, I realized that she accompanied me almost whenever I went to west. Although we often bbm-ing or call-ing, but I know she is a good person to rely on.

Living in North LA isn't a good idea. I feel so lonely here,there are a lots of entertainment too but I have no friend here. I missed the times when I went to a mall where I can met a lots of Indonesians especially like in VF. but as she said life goes on, we need to cherish everything that we've got:) and happy to have you as my un-touch but lively person to talk through skype.

2011-01-05T11:05:00.000-08:00

happy new year! i'm 21 years old now!

resolution this year:

1. trying not to bite my fingernails

2. trying to be slim( i know it impossible but at least im trying)

3. paying attention more on studying

4. love my parents more

5. graduate as soon as possible

im grateful to have you as my family and friends. thanks for those of you who came to my surprise party early in the morning and afternoon:)

2010-12-28T23:01:00.000-08:00

currently i'm at coffee bean paragon waitting for sheila and louise to come.. i'm leaving soon:( it's been 3 days 2 night I spent my holiday in singapore.. i went to many places here and I tried the le koy chiken rice, beancurd, and ranggoon bak kut teh. i eat like a pig! orchard seems like mango 2 a lots of indonesian here especially from surabaya. i hate crowded:(

that's all for now. bye:)

2010-12-18T05:09:00.001-08:00

I'm leaving soon, i guess it least than 24 hours. I just passing my last day in LA. I went to topanga to buy some oleh" and than we ate Balle Valley and Simpang.Ico gaby Gio is in here btw! I miss them so much. I felt regret since I have to leave early:(

Hope Tomorrow I can get up early and go to dim sum place with my crazy cousin:) Jakarta here I come!

2010-12-14T02:00:00.000-08:00

5 days left:)

can't belive that time do flies.. i'm leavinggg in less than a week..i'll miss my bed for sure and i'm going to miss my car too.. but, the good things are i will meet my parents, cousins, and mbak soon! it feels good when you are surronded by a good people.. by the way, soesanto is sleeping next to me.. and iwan is in LA too.. my home feels alive with so many noises..

Tomorrow I'm going to elite to eat dim sum and maybe I'll walk around west for sure and at night we'll have a dinner together with ibsa and cc in wonkok, a restaurant where my mom liked to eat before when she was studying in here..

I just bought a new bag again! it's balenciaga.. the color is like sahara but the difference is it's not to cream and a little bit white.. i like it so much.. but as usual I always plin plan.. i'm thinking to return it and buy another color.. but i'm still not really sure which color I like the best:( Thank you mommy for letting me buy a new bag again as achristmas present.. oh iya, i'm getting fatter:( my stomach now is so berlipet and I don't know why I can't control my self from eating 2x a day.. before when I had a first job I only eat like 1x a day and I think a lost some weight but now hmmm i gained a lot! haissss!

somehow i miss the old you:(

2010-12-11T11:34:00.000-08:00

a few hour before my fiinal start. I haven't studied yet. Luckily, it's an open book exam, hope I know where I cann find the answer.

Yesterday, we went to mayflower and karoke place. we did a lots of fun. Tannie went to LA but I haven't had a chance to meet her. sorry. we can meet in Indo jg sih.. HAHA...

Kmrn ikut audisi, sebenrnya gw mls sih, gw pas srh casting cm baca dialog doank sm si bowie, haiyaaaaa......

2010-12-06T23:57:00.000-08:00

Here I am sitting in front of my bigbeautiful laptop. I should study now due my finals in upcoming week, but I end up doing nothing. Okay, I done with my Friday class and I'm sure I can get A on that class. For Saturday class I just want to pass that class, it's HARD, a lots of works to do and I don't think I can get B or better although I study harder.For Monday and Wednesday class I'm still hopping I can get A or at least A-, I screwed up on the last quiz and I will have an exam on this MOnday, hope I can do well(: For child advocacy, I think I can get B or better, but it depends on tomorrow presentation, if I can remember all the materials.

This Thursday Sammy will come to LA, hope everything runs well so that I can be his tour guide.

Life in Los Angeles so far so good. I just realized that I really fall in love with Kangoroo's day care children. They are so cute especialy Elijah, Kelly, and Isiah. I like to see them everyday.

by the way, i will be flying back to my hometown within 2 weeks, I miss my parents and Sharon:'(

2010-11-10T20:01:00.000-08:00

I have been working with children in the past 2 weeks. Some people might think I'm happy staying up with kids and play around with them. I guess it's totally wrong. Sometimes, I felt sick and tired seeing the kids crying all the times and all you could do is standing infront of them and say "stop crying baby". The people that work there don't allow me to gendong the kids. They said that I'm spoiling those babies too much. I can't stand it. They are too cute to cry :'( I wish I was the owner of those so called little-kangoroo-day-care. Every time I went there my heart goes bumping because they are so cute and innocent. Some of them like to bite the plastic toys while the others are crying for empeng. That's a little bit about my new "job" and let's move on...

Today I made perkedel. Actually this was my second time trying to make perkedel. The first time was when we made food for ISO 2009 and I don't think it looks like perkedel. But now I'm quiet sure that I really made it(:

On Friday we will have U-party and some my De Anza's friends will join too. I hope to see them everyday like I used to.because it's bored staying at house all the time and all you have to do is just finishing the NEVER-ENDING ASSIGNMENT. I wish I could traveled the time where I need to do just going aroung VF and drinking buble tea at verde, quickly and SWEETHEART, oh yeahhhh switheart! i miss peach buble and avocado so bad:( I'm still hopping that I can skip my next week Saturday class and join Andrew, Susanto, and Arnold to San Jose. I miss bay Area's people and the food too:'(

Tomorrow I nope WE will go to Merry's chicken if Yessi wants drive us to that far away restaurant for just eating an ayam presto with cabe ulek and in the night we will have gamelan concert held by UCLA student and erik invites me to join. I hope it will run smooth as Dian is one of the person who plays an important role there. Hope she can play it smoothly..

That's enough for today. byeeeeee peeepsssss:)

2010-10-31T23:38:00.000-07:00

At least I knew that you love me but you lied. hahahaha...

face the truth or chase the fact?

yesterday we went to Bucca di depo with some De Anza's friends. we did have fun, we watched movies and took some photos. I know I will missed those moments:(

My memory card just broke and I lost all the photos including the group's photos:(

I missed everything about you, how we used to and how you treated me like "sibling". I know time flies and people change.

This morning I skipped church, I slept like 14 hours and went to simpang with soesanto got a bubur ayam there.

I missed Indonesia:( I missed my ko Handres:(((((

2010-10-28T22:41:00.001-07:00

how i wish i could have a time machine PERIOD

life in LA so far so good.

I've met some new friends and we have a new group called Chule which consist of Dian, Amanda,Catherine,Stefany, and me. They all so funny(:

I'm get used to without him. Although sometime I missed his voice and his caring but I believe that everything happens for a reason.

A few days ago a got a fight with my mom as usual and at the end she said sorry and everything seems like usual right now.

I missed ko Handres, I missed how we spent our time together,sleeping in his chest, and watching gosip in his room. I know when I go home this December I should be more mature and not spoil anymore because I almost 21 years old now. But somehow I just can stand if he tries to spoiled me. hahaha love you bro!

Ko hanky will be my best BBM's friend. Everyday he updates me with a new story (gossip) aroung factory, family, friends and house. He always be my spy! hahaha

Right now I'm skype-ing with dede and we do some heart to heart talk although for some people it's called obrolan ga penting but I enjoyed it(:

Don't fall in love with memories. Things will never be the same!

2010-10-04T18:33:00.000-07:00

I do still believe to eveline's words when I broke up. She said that times will heal and I hope it still works for this case.

Yesterday, I went to church 45 mins early. No one was there except the vocal group. after that I went to ikea to buy some frames. I got a new "free" IBSA t-shirt from Erick. actually I need to pay $8 but nvr mind he said it's ok koq. hahaha...

kalvin redecorate my door with Spongebon sticker and it looks so cute:D thank you pinnnnn....

2010-09-23T13:11:00.000-07:00

I don't feel like studying in this new environment. I want HOLIDAY.

I miss your presence

I miss your cooked

I miss your voice

I miss when you tell hinaan in front of my face.

I know I shouldn't complain, he has his own "friend" or "girlfriend" to take care of.

... and how about me? Is he just leave me? I think so. okay, life is getting hard now. I'm getting used to it. I used to be in his side, but now?

Things that won't be the same:

1.No more skype-ing more than 4 hours.

2.No one call me and asked me to go home while he's home

3.No one forced me to sleep

I miss San Jose, everythingssss seems different. I miss the food, vf, DEANZA.

oh God, please help me through this hard situation.

2010-09-20T13:51:00.001-07:00

that's it? goodbye k:(

2010-08-31T23:21:00.000-07:00

quick update from LA:)

My mom went back last Saturday with KO Handy. I was so sad:( No one who cares about my baju lecek anymore, trus ga ada yg vacuum, and at last no one sleep in my living room except weekend, Kalvin is staying with me.

Changed:

1.memory seat no more andree's no 3, Kalvin took his place. Tannie's used to use number 2 and now it's Andrew's.

2.My room looks more lively and neat. hope it will last forever:)

3. Andrew used to be my pick up driver to my school.

4. Aris is the only Indonesian who lives in my apartment, so sad..

5. I only have 1 Indonesian friend who takes Child Development.

2010-07-27T12:21:00.000-07:00

Life in indo so far so good:)

I love indonesia so much.

I tried sanpaci ramen yesterday with Charlie, Kalvin, Dekok, mae and her sist.. I like it:)

I went to many malls like usual.

I think almost everyday I met Kalvin n dekok. They made my day:)

Today we ate 8 types of food at Greenville.

I'm gonna miss my everyday's routine in here. Everyday I wake up at 10 and waiting for jemputan trus balik ke rumah selalu lebih dr jam 1..

I went to karoeke this night with Charlie dekok caca. I just knew that Charlie is a fun person although he always talking about disguting things like"muka koko lo ky mencret, awas ada yg ngambang" di toilet"

Selaen itu ci devi punya BABY lg! Senenggggg!

2010-06-20T04:38:00.000-07:00

Happy father's and 50th birthday papi, iloveyou:)

2010-06-10T21:17:00.000-07:00

-The Awkward Interview-

That was my big day first of all.. Hari interview g. Kali ini interviewnya tatap muka langsung dengan agen yg dtg dari singapur setelah sebelumnya interview via skype.. Karena ini adalah interview prtama tatap muka buat smua orang, banyak pemandangan lucu yg g liat sebelom interview.. ada yg komat kamit sndiri hafalin jawaban interview sambil merem melek, ada yg duduk selonjoran dg tatapan kosong, ada yg cemas panik dan memberondong senior dengan seribu pertanyaan pas ada senior yg lewat, ada yg khusuk berdoa. Gua? Nangis jerit2 di wc. Hahahaha ga lah.. G uda nyiapin smua yg terbaik buat hari itu. Dr make up sampe mental. Rasa gugup sih ada, tp g slalu inget “I do the best, God do the rest.” Jd gugupnya ga lama2.. Gitu lohh jeng tipsnyaaa hahahaha ;)

Setelah nunggu bbrapa giliran, akhirnya giliran g masuk. Interviewnya sekali masuk ber 3, jadi foursome gt dehh. Wkwkwk.. Prtanyaan ptma standard, “tell me about yourself..” g dapet giliran ke 2 dr ptnyaan itu. Stlah dgr jawaban g, sepertinya sang agen tertarik untuk pengen tau lbi dalem lagi ttg g, so dy lgsg nanya g lg ttg pengalaman krja g, pandangan2 g ttg pengalaman itu dan gmn sikap g untuk industri ini.. Thanks God g bs jawab smua itu dg lancar, dan g seneng krn kalo agen itu byk nanya ttg g, brarti dy ada interest sm g. Dan itu buat g makin pede. Sblm akhirnya 1 kalimat mantap terlontar dr mulut dy yg bikin g bengong.. g ms inget jelas ekspresi dan kata2nya..

Agen: “You have a good personality in this industry...” (muka serius seakan2 nemuin barang langka)

Gua: “Thank you Sir..” (senyum2 sambil tersipu malu)

Agen: “But.. you have this..” (muka lebih serius sambil nunjuk ke arah kumis)

Gua: ............... (krikk..krikk..krikk.. bengong. Speechless. Ga nyangka dikomen ky gt)

Temen2 kiri kanan: dr senyum2 jaim, lgsg ngakak

Agen: don’t shave it.. wax it!

Gua: hehehee... (senyum pasrah) ”I wont shave it sir.. it will grow even thicker..”

Agen: “Of course! You must wax it! Or it will grow like.. (sambil meragain kumis logo pringles trus ketawa)

Gua: You right Sir.. hahaaa (ikut ketawa. hati hancur lebur dibalik tawa...)

Temen2: ngakak to the max

Itu agennya si jahat lo.. seakan2 g punya kumis setebel suaminya inul coba.. Padahal kan masi banyak yg lebih tebel diluar sana! Pokoknya g ga mo shave jg ga mo wax, bodo. biarin aja jenggotan skalian.

disadur dr notes SHEILA WIJAYATI!

*you make my dayyy om:)*

2010-06-07T00:49:00.000-07:00

I just can't believe that I found out how lucky I am. First of all, Andrew finally decided to build a realtionshi[ with his girlfriend. I realized that she is nice, funny, talkative, diligent and the most important thing is she acts like me. Some of my friends told me that her characteristics are same like me. Today is JOJO's 15th bday. We just got back from JB's house for celebrate her bday. I like Jojo and Joy. They are really cute, Joy always put a smile on my face. She looks like Jaiko in Doraemon but in the cute face:)

2010-06-02T01:11:00.000-07:00

I wonder what God was thinking
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me

2010-06-02T00:44:00.000-07:00

Dear God,

I know I should not be so rese. I realized that you have been so good to me. You always grants my wishes and I should be thankful for all of that. But everything just happened and I lost my feeling toward You. I know I shouldn't be like this:( Please give my faith back God. So that I can praise you like when I was a kid.

2010-06-01T15:23:00.000-07:00

taikanjingbautai bangsatbrengsekkurangasem kenapa sih lo musti banting pintu jam 7 pagiiii! taiiiiiii! gw br mo mule mimpi jingggg! EMOSI! Kayaknya sms gw dah ga mempan, perlu gw apain lg sih manusia! BANGSAT LHA! lo pikir lo tinggal ber2 doank sm cici lo? TAIK!

2010-06-01T15:15:00.000-07:00

I confess that in 2009, I have...

( ) stayed single for the whole year.
( ) made out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
(x) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else’s heart
(x) had a stalker
(x) went over the minutes on the cell phone
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) had a relationship with someone you’ll never forget
(x) done something you’ve regretted
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe

OTHER
( ) painted a picture For my art exam.
( ) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
(x) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog Like duh, Posted alot of times alr.
(x) listened to music you couldn’t stand. yeahs, with my earplugs on. LOL
(x) went to a concert
( ) went camping
(x) threw a surprise birthday for a friend
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) visited a foreign country
( ) cut in a line of waiting people While waiting for bus. LOL.
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren’t. To some irritating chaps. LOL.
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you

In 2009 I…
(x) broke a promise
(x) lied Like duh, even those guaikias will. :P
(x) went behind your parents back
(x) cried over a broken heart
(x) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret As you said, it's a secret...
(x) pretended to be happy Most of the times...
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
(x) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols (in the past : exactly)
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick (to skip my P.E class)
(x) left the country
( ) almost died
(x) given up something important to you (yeahh, my love story :p)
(x) lost something expensive (playstation 2 : it stolen by my maid)
(x) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn’t try and liked it
(x) made a change in your life
(x) found out who your true friends were Yeahs, indeed.
(x) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
( ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you.
( ) had someone close to you die
(x) had a high cell phone bill
(x) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a first fight
( ) went to the beach with your bf/gf
( ) saw a celebrity show
(x) gotten sick Like duh, who wont get sick ?
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) became closer with a lot of people

next:tannie, eve, soesanto

2010-05-28T10:40:00.000-07:00

Hello and Goodbye will always be a part of our life. Be thankful, smile, and believe that everything is beautiful in God's way

2010-05-23T02:00:00.000-07:00

Gw yakin lo pasti kuat jalanin ini semua. Tuhan pasti punya rencana yg lbh baik buat lo.

2010-05-19T22:47:00.000-07:00

2010-05-16T18:29:00.000-07:00

ORIENTATION DAY OR HOLIDAY??

(12 MAy-15 MAy2010)

2010-05-07T03:07:00.000-07:00

Big Nose

With a big nose, it generally means a person would have luck with money. However, other features may suppress that luck until they come to the age 41 to 50. Then the fortunes govern by the nose takes over. One can expect an increase in riches when a person with a big nose reaches a certain age.

http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/31816/chinese_face_reading_what_your_nose.html?cat=41

Dainty Mouth
A dainty mouth is a smaller mouth, not as wide as conventional mouths. People who have this type of mouth tend to be more humble and supportive instead of seeking the limelight.

http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/33086/chinese_face_reading_what_your_lips.html?cat=34

High Cheekbones
High cheekbones indicate a person has enormous drive and ambition. However, the high cheekbones will only bring luck to those who have high cheek bones paired with a certain type of nose. The bridge of the nose should be high, the tip and the flesh of the nostrils should be rounded and prominent. If however, the cheekbones are high, but the nose is thin, then this person should be more careful during the ages of 46 to 47.

http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/31974/chinese_face_reading_what_your_cheeks.html?cat=34

hahaha... ga ada gawe yah gini lha...

2010-05-04T17:59:00.000-07:00

I got my period today.

IT SUCK!

2010-05-03T23:37:00.000-07:00

Thank you GOD for everything that you have ever done in my life.

I realized that everything that had happened in my life was in your planned.

Thank you for giving me such a good friend to fulfill my day.

I promise to cherish every second in our friendship.

WELCOME to my life:)

2010-04-30T03:55:00.000-07:00

My sleeping time is getting worst. I always sleep at 5AM in the morning. I hate morning class that's why I chose afternoon class and I ended up like this.

Today was fun, i went to Jayakarta with Arnold and Yapto. Ordered 2 glasses of es durian, ayam goreng penyet, and sop buntut. My stomach is getting bigger. I think I should KURUSIN BADAN/DIET!

"APANG" I always get mad when somebody called me by that stupid, autis nickname. I used to call myself apang in front of my family and I don't know that I keceplosan while my mom called me, I forgot that I still video-call-an with him. And he knew it! good Job! now, he keeps calling me with that disgusting name. But somehow I'm falling in love with that name. hahaha... It reminds me with my grandma while she still alive. She always call me afan, afang, apang, ok ama...

For me, having a friend like you is more than enough rather than having 10 best friends. Now, I realized who is my true friend. I thought before than she she she are my best friends but I don't think so. They have their own world and I have mine. I love being introvert, ansos, alone. I love my life now, I don't like to hang out with anybody anymore. I love my room, my laptop,my cellphone. People changed, why do I still need to keep the same me?HAHA.. say hello to NEW stefani!

2010-04-21T23:14:00.000-07:00

CONGRATULATION!

for those who got accepted by UCLA.

For Kalvin: I knew from the beginning that you will definitely get to that hard university.Selamat anda bakalan eneg liat gw selama 2 thn ke depan.

For Iwan, Arnold, Andrew Wiryanto, and Hugo: welcome to LA beibehhh!

Just do your best and let God do the rest!

2010-04-18T23:32:00.000-07:00

It's hurting when someone who you trust the most chose to trust other people.

2010-04-14T02:32:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday Vanessa Matio, 19th!

you are not getting older but you are getting maturer

This is your second birthday with me, which means that we've been together almost 2 years. I don;t know what should I write here. I just want to let you know that you've been a very best friend for me. You always cheer me up while I'm down and you always there while I need you.

I hope:

1.You can be maturer than a year before

2. Graduate from USC with a high GPA

3. Love me even more, HAHA!

I believe God will always by your side to grant all your wishes.

2010-04-13T13:42:00.000-07:00

I don't have much too say, I'm happy to be with you and I hope we can be a friend forever. I know nothing will last forever, but since you have been with me I hope I can share my stories with you.Please stay where you are now.I'm not expecting anything from you just be like you used to be.I like the way you teach me like a little kid, and I love the way you treat me like an adult.Thank you for always there for me.I hope to see you everyday:)

For the other you: for everything that I've done before, I'M SORRY, I DON'T really mean it. Thank you for letting me go, so I can learn how to be more mature.Lastly,like you said before"Life is about finding the right one."Hope you find the right one as soon as possible. I promise this will be my last post about you.Good luck and may God always guide you in everything you do. I know you are a good people:)

Oh, this is the start of something good
Don't you agree?....
And I, all I really want is you
You to stick around
I'll see you everyday

2010-04-12T04:01:00.000-07:00

Thankyou Lord for sending me a good friend like you:) you know who you are:)

2010-04-07T15:45:00.000-07:00

Third day of spring quarter! Wohoo! All my classes are fun except the fact that I need to read one bloody novel for my ESL class..

Almost all my classes have at least 1 Indonesian.Teguh is taking ESL 5 and Humanities with me, Dessy and Yapto are taking Philosophy 4, and for Child dev I take it online.. Haha..

Now, I'm in the middle of Humi's class, the teacher is friendly but she is a lil'bit rese, she likes to draw a mountain chart. Teguh is sitting next to me trying to open his eyes, I feel so sleepy too!

Oh yah! My classes actually considered as an easy A class..

Humanities 10: no textbook, quiz,midterm,test, all you need to just come to the class and you'll be fine

ESL 5: read a novel, 2 essay for midterm and final

Philo4: do all assignment for 400 points and forget about test..

Child dev 10H: online class, 3 quizes, 2 discussion group, and some extra points by attending her office hours..

2010-04-03T17:05:00.000-07:00

Adrian's bday di am pm!

pink boba sebelum balik SJ!

San Diego zoo!

Monterey Aquarium!

pink boba sebelum gw drive balik k SJ pertama kale!

Savoy kitchen!

LAguna BEACH!

Cha house

Friday,26 March 2010

Ke LA sam si paku. nginep rumah KALVIN, thank you yah:)

Saturday,27 March 2010

makan di thai rest deket rumah Kalvin, dah gt nganter si paku k Pasadena tempat si Ricky, ngumpul sm Vanessa dll di Cha House

Sunday, 28 March 2010

Laguna Beach, makan bareng si Ricky di hakata Ramen

Monday, 29 March 2010

Pink boba, savoy kitchen bareng Dessy, darius, Vanessa,dll, Jalan balik ke SJ

Tuesday, 30 march 2010

Monterey Aquarium

Wednesday, 31 March 2010

otw k LA AGAIN

Thurday, 1 April 2010

SAN Diego zoo!, COYOTE cafe enakkkk!

Friday, 2 April 2010

kejadian bodoh si iwan salah kasih alamat simpang asia, pink boba. jalan balik ke sj

2010-03-25T22:56:00.000-07:00

I'm fine without you(s)!

time flies, people changed!

2010-03-21T17:47:00.000-07:00

papinya ci devi sembuh TOTAL(mujizat) jd thu beberapa jam sebelum operasi dimulai pas di check smua udara rokok yg ada di paru" si om ilang seketika. WOW! Tuhan emang ajaib!Tinggal nunggu mujizat 1 lg si om masuk kristen.. hehehe...

kangen bgt sm manusia" di indooo:(

kangen vina, jessica,mae(semoga cepet sembuh yah),SHEILA! huaaaa.....

td baca msg dr sheila, kangen bgt sampe ngs(lebay sih emg)

Sheila Wijayanti September 17, 2009 at 3:15am

Berhubung sbntar lagi kita pisah benua, g akan membekali lu dengan pesan ini, yang disebut: 10 Perintah Sheila

1. Pamit sebelom jalan, pas sampe langsung kabarin ASAP!!

2. Jangan tidur malem2 biar besok ga cape diperjalanan!

3. Jangan ceroboh di bandara, beresin smw barang lu yg bner, jgn sampe ada yg ketinggalan!

4. Jangan pernah keluar rumah tanpa sim stnk dan dompet, drive safely! inget, anak cewe satu2nya!

5. Jangan keseringan begadang, bisa mati muda.

6. Ga usah sok diet, bentuk lu juga gitu2 aja diet ga diet. makan yg bergizi!

7. Jangan sering bolos kelas, kasian bapak mak lu skolain lu jau2 cuma buat skip class.

8. Jangan manja, harus kuat hadepin masalah, kalo sampe ga kuat sendirian, disini siap jadi tempat penampungan.

9. JANGAN PERNAH SOMBONG SAMA GUA, HARUS KEEP CONTACT!!

10. Jaga diri sendiri, dan adik lu. Lakukan smua perintah g dr 1-9, maka lu akan hidup tenang dan damai.

gua seneng kita ketemu di holiday kali ini, ngabisin byk wkt bareng2. termasuk nyampah bareng. lol. I'll miss u badly.. Bye for now, and we'll meet soon on December. Good Luck for your study! :)

Sheila Wijayanti

2010-03-17T15:19:00.000-07:00

Fakta kehidupan:
1.Ga ada orang tulud dan baik di dunia ini.
2.Manusia hidup di dunia bukan saling membutuhkan tp slg memanfaatkan.
3.Munafik menjadi salah satu sifat setiap manusia.
4.Kata "cinta" ga ada yg abadi.
5.Manusia pasti berubah setiap detik
6.Orang yg dinyatakan "baik" adalah orang yg paling "jahat".
7.Kata "bersyukur" hanya ada di ajaran agama bukan di realita kehidupan.
8.Menjatuhkan yg lain adalah ciri2 manusia normal.

*keep praying for ci devi's dad*

2010-03-17T03:34:00.000-07:00

I'm too TIRED! Let's move on with a new life! I hate the way you treated me!

2010-03-16T17:12:00.000-07:00

Lg kelas Schaffer, agh bosen to the max.. Drtd cm nahan iler ngeliat depan gw makan cup noddle mana wanginya ajubilah! Lupa kerja pr chapter 6! Begonya gw! Untung temen sebelah gw baek ksh gw nyalin pr dia.. Gelo pr 18 halaman gw kebut 20mnt mana bnyk gambarnya lg! Emosi! Tp dia baek sih trus td gw dipuji katanya gw cepet bgt nyalinnya, dia kaga tau gw uda terlatih dr Smp.. Haha.. Btw, sebelah kan gw org VT namanya May najis bener sok pinter emosi gw! Masa td gw buat assignment di coret sm dia katanya slh smua, ga taunya pas dibahas gw yg benerrr! Dsr uda bego sotoy lg *berasa menang diatas awan*

Kmrn si vincent blg klo baju salvation army bagus".. Pas gw tnaya kalvin.. Gw diketawain katanya salvation army itu baju buat di donate" gt.. Aghhhh malu gw! Awas yah lo cent! Gw bales nanti!!!!

Uda agh gw lg mo "test" dl, ga sabar mo pulang pgn makan soup:)

2010-03-14T05:04:00.000-07:00

Hari ini gw super duper sangat aktip dan HIGH sekaliii... Pertama gw bgn jam 8.30 trus k Sf buat ambil mobil si JB. lanjut ke new asia dim sum diajak papinya JB. katanya 30thn lalu sih thu dim sum eneak bener. trus melancong k union square cm dpt f21 doank.. makan mlm di Thanh Long mayan enak sih, gw suka beef saigonnya, gratis pula.. haha.. Pegi karaoke sm iwan sgala, terakhir k rmh raymond ada house party. wohoooo...

Kebodohan hr ini:

1. Abis parkir kan gw k rest room dah gt gw masukin hp gw ke selipan tas, pas gw uda mau nyebrang k LV gw nyari" di kantong jaket gw dah ga ada, gw pikir ketinggalan, jd gw balik lg, eh ga taunya ada di selipan tas.. CEROBOH!

2. Saking seriusnya gw liat n nyobain baju di F21 jaket gw ketinggalan entah dimana, mslhnya bukan ada di jaketnya tp HP gw dikantongnya! Trus gw jongkok" cr thu jaket, ga taunya disempenin. BODOH!

3. Pas lg makan thu di thanh long kan kt dpt meja lante 2, trus abis makan gw pgn pipis jd gw turun. sendal gw thu licin akhirnya gw jatuh. si orang itemnya ada yg liat gt ampe tereak "OH MY GOD" sialan! BEGO!

4.pas karaoke si jep nyenggol gw dan gw hampir jatoh. SIAL!

oh iyah si jep td pas mo pipis dia buka rest room ga taunya ada cewe lg duduk sialnya dia org item, HAHA.. GOBLOK KUADRAT!

I called it "crush" HAHA:)

2010-03-11T18:56:00.000-08:00

I have been accepted in CSU Northridge! Ko handy bbm and told me that ci Devi will come to US too.. Wohooo.. I'm hopping everything will turn smoothly. Actually I'm not in a good mood today, I felt so tired and sleepy due my "period". I miss my dad,although he gets angry easily. Yet, somehow, I missed his red face while he got angry.

You tuck me in,
Turn out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back

2010-03-09T01:30:00.000-08:00

Today, I felt so tired! I spent almost 3 hours at the dealer and 2 hours at insurance company:( By the way, Andrew just got his black X5BMW. It looks too big for him but the features lookvery cool! oh iya, I love this song so much, it describes my feeling for my mom, miss youuuuuu, huhuu...

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You taught me everything
And everything you've given me
I always keep it inside
You're the driving force in my life, yeah
There isn't anything
Or anyone that I can be
And it just wouldn't feel right
If I didn't have you by my side
You were there for me to love and care for me

2010-03-04T04:41:00.000-08:00

Td pas nyampe di parkiran apartment andrew blg "igh uda 2x pas mo matiin mesin, lagunya jg selese, petanda apa yah?" Trus gw spontan bilang kebetulan doank lha dreww... Tp dia lgsg bilang di dunia ini kan ga ada yg kebetulan, trus gw lanjutin iyah smuanya rencana Tuhan. Trus gw jd kepikiran nih skrg. Knp bs pas gt yah? agh ga tau lha bsk aja br mikirin.. Oh iyah td oovoo sm si jessica dia mau liat nono.. Untung Nono cooperative td, dia mau dipoto.. haha.. uda agh gw mo lanjut webcam, chop-chop..

2010-03-02T03:40:00.000-08:00

Seperti biasa insomnia melanda hidup gw subuh hari. Gw ga bs tdr dan seperti biasa ditemenin sebuah laptop raksasa gw mulai ber-browsing ria. Td baca blog eveline dr 2007, GELO ternyata banyak hals2 yg gw uda lupa thu tercantum di blog dia. Contoh pertama kali pindah ke gedung IPEKA yg baru dimana gw kangen bgt sm mie si encim trus dimana milo seharga 2rb, bakso ojolali 3500. Trus lanjut pas yg Mission Trip ke Salatiga. Lanjut ke bulan Maret dimana Eve and Honey br dtg k US, di blog itu jg tercantum gmn keadaan tragis kita waktu dl kejar2an bus alay bgt de rasanya. Oh iyah gw jg sempet ngakak inget yg quotes2 Tannie yg dulu a.ka.Tannie Bodoh. OMG time flies so fast. Ga nyangka dl thu pas baru dtg thu gw msh 17 thn boo skrg uda 20, dan gw berasa sangat tidak produktip. huhu...

Kayaknya gw dah boleh coba buat tidur de, masa gw musti minum Tylenol buat tidur lg sih? Aduuu benerin jam tidur hambaMu ini ya Tuhan..

2010-03-01T23:17:00.000-08:00

Beberapa hr belakangan ini gw suka banget makan Thai food. Smua berawal dr Eko yg ngajakin makan Blue Mango. Gw suka nasi gorengnya sm Tom Yum soupnya. Dia punya thu beda sm Krung Thai, Tom Yumnya lbh bening tp lbh asem sm pedesnya thu bs diatur.Hr ini hari ke 3 gw makan di Blue Mango. Bagus! gmn ga boros coba tiap hari makan di luar?!

2010-03-01T22:28:00.000-08:00

Hr ini entah mengapa gw kepengen banget makan fried rice blue mango, pdhl hr Sabtu sm Minggu br makan disana. Smua salah EKO! Dia yg ngenalin gw sm blue mango!

2010-02-28T22:24:00.000-08:00

What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

2010-02-28T04:26:00.000-08:00

"Live like we're dying!"

I just got back from SF. We(andrew, jep, eko, indra, tupi, tere and jep) spent our weekend at Steps of Rome (AGAIN) and Ling Nam. The food was okay but Tere preferred Magic Wok. Oh iyah today was my first time to try the Senorita bread.

Oh iya, I just finished half of my take home test. OMG! Schaffer made my weekend became so productive!I HATE him so much!

“Life is the art of drawing without an eraser.”-John W Gardner

*Turut berduka cita atas wafatnya 3 anak Ipto, smoga pd ketemu bapa Abraham*

2010-02-26T01:53:00.000-08:00

I'm supposed to call my mom, but my bad it's 2 AM and I don't think she'll like it. Today, I went to Bayleaf with ii zaenab then I went to Milpitas to eat paper lunch and sweetheart and off course I didn't eat. My tummy is getting bigger and bigger due to my latest hobby(eating indomie every night before going to bed).

Honesty, I'm scared with my future now,moreover I just read Tannie's blog about what she wanna do next after graduate. I don't have any picture on my mind about how my life looks like. Maybe I'll take care my mom's school or standing infront of abang" to continue my dad's business. Oh GOD, please show me your way!

There are some good and bad news!First,my mom and Ko handy are planning to come here! yeppee! wish my ko Handy get his Visa asap:)Second, Ci Devi's dad is getting better(keep praying for him). Third, my dad promised me to buy me something that will change my mood for a whole month.(thank you papi-you know how to make your only daughter smiles pap!)and the bad news are I just lost my friend:'(. The other one is Akim Shirley had canceled her trip to US.

oh iyah, tommorow Stef Soesanto will take her first(hopefully it'll be the last too) behind the wheel test. PRAY for my car and her. haha.

I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish that He didn't trust me so much-Mother Teresa

2010-02-25T02:38:00.000-08:00

"Forget the Past"-It's hard to be honest but I-must-do-it. I'm trying to convince myself that everything had changed.

Why I need to keep the same me? STUPID

By the way, thank you for being one of my past. Good luck in everything you do, G0D bless!

"You have to know the past to understand the future"

2010-02-24T00:52:00.000-08:00

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above earth or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream, down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I...

2010-02-23T22:31:00.000-08:00

Apartment gw berasa lebih hidup sejak ada Nono. Gw berasa sedikit lebih ada gawean. udah lama ga ngerasain punya pet. kalo di Jakarta sih gw piara 2 ikan koki sm 2 turtles(tortila n tortilo) kira umurnya kurang lbh 5 thn. Tp ini beda aja, klo turtles kan ga bs dipegang". Btw, td Eko dtg kesini buat liat si Nono trus si Eko makan yogurtnya si Nono. gw sih gpp yah, secara itu terbuat dr yogurt asli. Tp MASALAHNYA si nono suka gw suapin lgsg dr tempatnya jd intinya si EKO barusan SHARE yogurt sm si Nono. haha!Trus td si Eko berusaha gendong si Nono, yg ada dia dicakar lgan oon ngangkat kelinci ky gendong baby. haha.. Hari ini Nono diajaron porno sm si Eko, dia make boneka dale si honey sebagai alat buat gitu2an nya si Nono. EKO BODOH!

Ingredients
8 in 1 Yogies Fruit Flavor Rabbit Treats
3.5 oz. - Mixed Fruit
SKU: 763802
Sugar, partially hydrogenated vegetable oil (palm kernel), whey powder, yogurt powder (cultured whey protein concentrate, cultured skim milk and yogurt culture), dextrose, soya lecithin (an emulsifier), natural and/or artificial flavor, titanium dioxide, color added (red lake #40).
May contain trace amounts of peanuts to ingredient label.

Eko: "sumpah2 ini enak banget, manis2 gt tep. lo cobain deh, gw ga boong!"

2010-02-22T02:03:00.000-08:00

FORGIVENESS

To free from accusation, or the imputation of fault or blame; to clear from guilt; to release from a charge.

gampang dimulut susah dihati. Td baru ngbrl sm salah satu temen gw, dia blg thu "gw bs maafin org tp klo buat dia mah dah ga ada kesempatan lg, dah terlalu bnyk kesempatan yg gw ksh."

Nih gw mo curhat,(HAHA) Dulu prnh ada kejadian dimana gw benci bgt sm 1 tetangga gw klo ga slh namanya si Ihsan deh, dia sih sumpe-demi Tuhan-beneran de resenya kaga ketolong! Tiap hr kerjaannya cm isengin gw, bikin gw ngs doank,trus uda gt dia minta maap,enak bener jd dia! Jujur aja gw sih kesel bgt lho sm dia.Ampe gw mikir gini, "agh awas aja thu org nanti klo gw dah gede gw tembak aja dia." Trusgw blg ke seketaris emak gw panggilnya ii OONG.1 yg gw inget bgt dia blg gini "semakin lama kamu nyimpen rasa benci,semakin busuk jg kelakuan kita ke org laen, nantinya km jd lbh nyebelin dr dia." Gw inget gr" dia ngomong gt pas gw lg makan, soalnya gw keki sm dia, gw lg makan enak" dia ngomongin busuk2! Trus si papi jg prnh blg klo sebel sm org thu ga blh lama" asal dia dah blg maap yah hrs lupain gak blh ingetinn trus-ngpn diinget2 yg kemaren yah kemaren." Eh bener lho apa yg papi blg ada di alkitab boo! ga nyangka omongan bokap gw kali ini pas sm alkitab. nih Forgiveness involves forgetting (Heb. 8:12).

Emang sih gampang ngomong doank. nenek ga botak jg bs ngomong. Cm yah klo menurut gw yg uda terjadi kmrn yah uda lha lupain,lo benci sm org itu jg blm tentu thu org sadar. bikin cape ati sih bener. Tp yah smuanya tergantung diri sendiri sih yah bs apa ga maafinnya. uda agh ribet ngejelasinnya gw sendiri aj suka ngambek, suka bete, suka sok marah tanpa alesan gt, sok ngajarin org lg.(*mending nyebur k laut aj skalian*)

2010-02-21T21:42:00.000-08:00

WELCOME!

I have a new apartment-mate, he will be living in my living room, so i uppss WE need to share our beautiful-nice-living room with my bunny. His name is Kimono and he is 2 years old. I'm planning to change his name but i'm still not sure.

2010-02-19T16:40:00.001-08:00

wohoo.. td gw masakkk chicken steak sm beef tomato di magic wok, tp kyknya tomatnya kurang de:(

2010-02-19T15:42:00.000-08:00

J.E.A.L.O.U.S

An emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values.

kesel de gw! Emosi klo apa yg gw mau ga kesampean ato ga bs gw dapetin. ANW,gw merasa suka jealous-an ato ngirian lha bahasa indonya sama apa yg orang laen punya.

gw thu selalu banding-bandingin sama org laen, contoh:

1.jd dia enak yah pinter ga usa belajar jg nge-A,klo gw mah mo belajar ampe matanya kluar jg ga akan bs sih.(padahal belom dicoba baru asumsi doank)

2.gila jd anak si dia si enak lho mau beli apa aja tinggal gesek, klo gw mah musti ngerayu bonyok dl itu pun belom tentu berhasil, dimarain sih bener.(padahal mintanya kadang ga masuk akal)

3.jd pacar dia mah enak, cowonya perhatian sayang bgt sm cewenya, ga ky sm km. (padahal gw ga tao jd thu org gmn rasanya)

yah smua orang jg ga akan puas sih klo ngeliatnya ke atas mulu. Kadang gw merasa sangat-kurang-ga pernah- bersyukur dengan apa yg gw punya. Selalu mikir dapetin yg lbh dengan usaha yg sangat super duper minim. trus ngeluh mulu lg, ampunnn de jd manusia koq ga pernah puas yah. Tp kan emang bukan sifat manusia sewajarnya emg ga pernah puas sm apa yg mereka punya yah selalu bandingin sm orang lain? (*pembelaan diri*) kayaknya sih gw musti belajar bersyukur mulai skrg ga blh banyak nuntut, ga blh banyak maunya, tp klo keinginan ingin memiliki itu termasuk ga yah? masuk apa kaga kayaknya yah gw memang hrs mengurangi sikap kepengen-iri-jealousan gw kale yah.

"when you have it,you tend to waste it.When you lose it,you will know how much it meant to you"

2010-02-19T01:03:00.001-08:00

*sigh*

ga ada gawe membuat gw menjadi BINAL!

gw lg bener" naksir-ingin punya-berharap memiliki-percaya mujizat itu nyata-punya barang sebagai berikut dlm waktu sesingkat-singkatnya-secepetnya-SEGERA:

polaroid instant digital camera

Christian Louboutin

HERMES lindy:D

Bagi yg berminat beliin jgn sungkan" leave message di email, fb, ato di chat box sebelah.. Terima kasih.*ngarep mode on!*

2010-02-18T19:21:00.000-08:00

Dear you,

I realized you became ansos since last time I was in Indo. for youuu, I just let you know that I love you and I'm happy to have friend like you:D *jangan ansos lg yah, kita smua care koq sm lo*

2010-02-18T01:11:00.000-08:00

rambut-poni-gw berubah jd pendek! gw potong sendiriiiii.. huhu... poni indah gw berubah jd lbh indah dlm hitungan detik! wohooo! welcome to the new face beybeee...

I spent almost 4 hours at Iwan's house for nothinggg! tp menghibur sih drtd ketawa dr liat film Marie Monroe ampe dikentuttin eko 4x! cape ketawa muluuu... tp gw bahagia dr pd emo di rumah bengong doank,mending kesana bs ngakak..

LIFE'S GOOD:)

2010-02-17T00:50:00.000-08:00

"kesempatan", bnyk org bilang kesempatan ga dtg 2x klo ada kesempatan baik yg kt lewatin berarti yah kt rugi. Klo menurut gw kesempatan berhubungan sm jodoh. soalnya klo ada kesempatan tp ga ditakdirin ato dijodohin sm Tuhan yah ga bakal terjadi. adu gw jd bingung gmn ngomongnya yah, apa itu kebetulan?

contoh: Dulu waktu test msk SMP ipeka international yg gelombang pertama gw sengajain biar ga lulus supaya gw bs tetep stay di ipeka pluit maen brg sm temen" gw. Mami gw maksa gw untuk test gelombang ke-2, gw ngelakuin hal yg sm. Ipeka inter cm buka 2 gelombang doank dan murisnya uda full buat year 7. mami gw marah sm gw soalnya dia blg gw ngilangin kesempatan yg berharga yg mnrt dia ga akan keulang lg. Trus gw yah diem aja merasa seneng, akhirnya gw bs tetep di ipeka pluit. Tp entah gmn thu skolah tb" bs telp ke pabrik bilang k mami gw klo dia buka gelombang ke 3. akhirnya gw ngerjain sesuai kemampuan gw dan gw di terima. Trus gw bilang ke mami gw kmrn ini, klo sebenernya kesempatan itu berhubungan sm takdir dan jodoh. klo emg takdirnya gw berjodoh skolah disana jg ga akan kemana. Jd mulai skrg sih gw ga mo ambil pusing tentang mslh kesempatan. klo emg ditakdirin gt yah akan begitu.

beberapa hari ini jujur aja gw mls bgt sm yg namanya ngeblog.. Buat gw ngeblog itu buat ngngetin sm kejadian" menarik yg gw alamin slama idup, tp kyknya gw musti lbh selektip dlm merangkai kata.. btw, gw pengen buat nih blog jd private nih.. abisnya ky kmrn gt tiba" ada temen eh mantan temen ato mantan ortg yg dl gw pernah liat lha, msn gw nanya" tentang hal" yg dulu yg gw pernah catet di blog. gw ngerasa kesel tp gw berasa eksis jg, secara dia bs liat" baca" blog gw. Tp gw risih!

Hr ini gw batal makan shiok:'( gara" si andrew kan selese kelas jam 8an gt, jd pas mo brangkat dah jam 9 kurang gt, bete! tp tenang si eko sm andrew uda janjiiin gw bsk sebelum arts mo pegi makan sana! yepeeee! kyknya si eko dah mule gerah gw terorin shiok mulu, abisnya siapa srh janji sm gw.. hahahaa... Td akhirnya makan omelet di IHOP! ga enak! enakkan carrows.. wuhuuu.. kyknya carrows selain tempat bersejarah itu jg tempat makan enak setiap jam d secara bukanya 24 jams..

kabar dr indo... si Papi skrg dah mayan jago bbm. Tp tetep aja ga berbobott klo bbm pasti isinya ga pentings. Tp gpp pap, improvement skrg ente uda agak high-tech! Klo mami msh jalanin diet ketat dan berusaha untuk turun 5 kg lg! semangat mam!

it's empty now(:

2010-02-15T16:49:00.000-08:00

Libur dr hari Jumat ampe senen membuat hidup gw sedikit lbh berarti lg. Kmrn ini tgl 13 Feb kita (40 org anak DE Anza) makan di Koi Palace buat ngerayain xin cia. trus tgl 14 feb which is Val's day kt k step of rome sm makan top cafe. Val's day yg berarti bgt! hahaha.. btw, Darius dtg ke SJ! wohooo... gw td baru aja aajak dia makn bay leaf sm si teguh..

Hr Jumat kmrn gw berasa sangat produktip, 3x bolak balik SF! pertama jemput Tannie, ke 2 diajak makan sm darius, ke 3 makan Koi's palace.. bensin full tank ampe kuning! bagus!

hr ini ga tao mo ngpn libur banyak jg jd bingung mo kmn..:'(

2010-02-11T02:14:00.000-08:00

Gw merasa blog gw penuh dengan tulisan" ga berbobot doank, yah supaya agak menarik kyknya dah waktunya gw buat meng-upload beberapa gambar" menarik..

WHO I AM?

Karena gw ga perfect, gw hrs belajar dr org yg plg deket sm gw, yg slalu nemenin gw setiap saat, dan gw belajar banyak hal dari:

Dia ngajarin banyak hal tentang hidup, salah satunya "gak smua yg gw mau bs gw dapetin" dan quote ini pas bgt!

Dan yg plg penting, di setiap keadaan, gw harus inget dan bersandar sama TUHAN

2010-02-10T00:47:00.000-08:00

hmm.. setelah gw ngeliat ko handy, konde, dekok, kyknya gw mengubah pikiran gw. kyknya kerja itu lbh susah de drpd skolah.. bedanya klo skolah thu yah kt cm fokus BELAJAR doank, klo kerja kyknya fokusnya musti dibagi". selain itu klo kerja kyknya tanggung jawabnya itu lbh gede d.. huhu..Klo kata papi thu yah,"fan, km thu yah jgn mikir kerja thu lbh gampang, ngatur org thu lbh susah! km thu enak tinggal belajar doank kerjanya sm shopping!" aghhh gw benci klo papi gw ngomong gt. kesannya gw males bgt! tp tenang pap, skrg aku dah mayan agak rajin k tutor koq pap, improvement kan pap, trus jrg skip lho piii...

Mami bilang investasi masa depan buat gw cm skolah, tp klo dipikir" bener jg yah, klo ga skolah gw ngapain cb? aduu, kyknya gw dah terlalu bnyk sante" de, waktunya buat belajar yg bener nih hawa"nya, kasian emak gw duitnya kebuang sia".. huhu.. sori yee mii..

duh, hrs belajar arts, sm brainstorn essay in class:(

2010-02-09T00:04:00.000-08:00

agh CNY semakin deket! si emak dah mule sibuk thu hawa"nya ampe td aja gw telp dicuekkinT.T

Ini berarti taon ke 3 gw ngelewatin CNY tanpa keluarga:( Hr ini ga ada yg special, smua ky biasa aja ke kelas trus pulangnya skype-an sm abang Vancouver dah gt skrg mo siap" tdr agak pagian br bsk bs sedikit lbh produktip. Td sms-an sm ayah bentar, kgn jg sm jayus"nya dia.. Dia blg sih mo dtg kesini tp yah dia mah ngomong doank lha, nanti klo dah deket plg bnyk alesannya ga sibuk lha, ga cape lha, agh emosi!

Koq gw ga pernah ada motivasi buat belajar ya? gw bingung de, tp klo mslh kerjaan ato ngurusin skolahan otak gw sih rada jalan, buktinya gw bs lho bgn pagi: demi liat PTM doank, pdhl tdrnya subuh, tp klo skolah knp gw ga ada passiionnya sm skali yah? agh! mo balik indo aja de bantuin emak.. Tp syg yah tinggal 2 thn lg.. huhu.. BINGUNG!

2010-02-08T03:00:00.000-08:00

life is too short to please all people!

People come and go.

Td ngumpul di rumah gw trus ntn District9. Dr sana kliatan bgt klo manusia itu egois abis.

Nyesel hr ini ga gereja nih, abisnya ga bs bangun, si andrew sih uda mandi tp pas gw bilang nanti gw live streaming aja de, dia lgsg blg" ok ci, gw tdr lg yah?" Padahal dia dah mandi dsr emg ga niat aja ke gereja.. Maaf ya Tuhan, abisnya ngantuk bgt.. Minggu depan harus ke gereja gmn pun caranya.. KNp sih gw jd males! keki de! agh! mami klo tao pasti ngoceh" nih.. huhuhu...

Hr ini berasa gendut bgt! td makan nasi grg southland sm si eveline dah gt lanjut magic wok sm anak"BB dah gt gw ke VERDE dan discovered klo ada LARGE size alhasil gw eneg minum melon milk tea, kyknya gw ga akan kesana untuk 1 minggu de.. hehehe..

adu gawat, hidup gw ancur abis tdr pagi bgn sore tiap kali, kyknya gw musti mengubah jam tdr gw nih:'( ga sehat abis!

2010-02-06T13:09:00.000-08:00

Kmrn ini tepatnya hari Jumat gw berasa melakukan bnyk aktivitas krg produktip. Comtoh ke library niatnya belajar malah ngajak barbara ke santoka,dah gt ke VF ketemu bnyk anak di De Anza tp at the end yah end up nya sm si kunyuks(eveline, soesanto) mikir mo makan apa ga taonya cm makan indomie. si andrew sm yg laen pd k wired plus raymond's party. berasa mls di rumah akhirnya gw memutuskan buat ke verde sm dessy n teguh sm ntn from paris with love. Ya tuhan thu pelem ky lg liat si dekok sm ko handy maen CS. trus pulangnya gw k TOP cafe, lagi: gw subuh" makan. Kpn gw kurus???? inget fan! ga kurus=jauh dr kata jodoh. hahaha...

Congratz to my mom... akhirnya target awal tecapai anda turun 5 kg berkat si dokter cantik hahaha.. trus smoga berhasil yah mam buat target ke-2. tp it seems possible koq mom, soalnya target pertama itu yg plg susah nan mustahil. hahaha.. disini nih quote guru gw terbukti "if there is a will, there is way."

Buat si papi, om herman, sm om ganteng(david apa Freddy yah gw lupa) selamat menunaikan aktivitas baru yah.. Sini doain koq br usaha barunya lancar.. masa dah kerja 25 thn gini doank aja ngeluh si pap? Sebenernya sih aku rada ga stuju pap situ sok" cr kesibukkan,sini takut rambut ente makin plontos alias botak, jrg mikir aja dah gundul. Tp scr aku anak yg baek jd aku dukung terus deh pi. kan klo sukses aku jg yg enak, btw klo papap baca blog ini, INGET YAH KADO JANJI KESUKSESAN PERTAMA BUAT FANI! huaa... it's been a long time since i got my last gift nih pap.. can't wait to see another surprise gifttt:) pasti klo dia baca, lgsg sms "km thu yah ci, banyak maunya bgt sih jd anak, pusing papi sm km!" Yah tp aku tao koq papi mana tega klo aku dah kluarin jurus rayuan maut! hahaha.. sayang papiii deh jdnya(slh satu wujud rayuan)

uda agh gw mo ke rumah dessy dl belajar math 46 susah bener thu kelas. pdhl cm belajar pembagian doank, aduuuu rese slh ambil kelas hawa"nya!

2010-02-04T00:24:00.000-08:00

It's been 9 years and 2 month without uncle August

I miss our vacation in Bali, Hyatt Hotel, and PS time.

It's been 3 years without Amah (my grandma)

I miss our pasar cengkareng tour and facial time together :'(

It's been a month since I left HOME

I miss my akong's cigarette smells

I miss my mom's voice

I miss my Dad's voice

I miss my ii's voice

I miss my Ko handy's dimple

I miss my Ko hadres's serious face

I miss my ko Hanky's laugh

I miss my mbok, mbak Marni cooking

I miss my Armaji driving style

I miss my Misar's smile

I miss my Lasmono's white tank top.

it's been a month without Andree

I miss our talk, hug,kiss,fight:(

wish I have time machine!

2010-02-03T13:07:00.000-08:00

Time heals?

emmm seperti biasa gw slalu terlibat dlm masalah padahal bukan gw penyebabnya tp yah selalu lha gw jg yg kena:'( huhuhu...

Ada beberapa hal yg bikin gw seneng.. Pertama gw kemaren ini sempet chat sm mantan tetangga gw yg uda 10 thn ga ketemuuu! wohooo! thanks to FB! Namanya Kimberly dan Wilford! ini jg gr:nya si emak gw k pasar ketemu sm sopir dia, trus emak gw yg rada kepo nanya mrk ber2 dimana, sopirnya yg dodol blg dia di Canada, pas gw cr di fb ternyata dia di Seattle. tdnya gw rada bingung solanya si wilford beda bgt skrg,tp setelah gw chat sm si noni(kim) akhirnya kt end up jd telpnan.. hahaha.. kangen sm si wilford jg! dl dia suka maksa gw maen robot"an power ranger. oh iyah, fyi dia sih maenannya gila"an lho bnyknya.. trus gw jg inget dl emaknya ngoleksi barbie dan gw tao barbie thu dr dia.. haha.. trus dl dia punya anjing 3 si kuki, mafin, sm tootsie. hehehe.. terakhir sih kmrn si noni blg si kuki mati gr" jato, si mafin dijual, si tootsie ilang. trus dia punya anggota baru, dia punya dede co lg! hahahaa.. Agh pengen srh mrk ber2 dtg kesini br bs reunian.. huhu..

Kedua, gw ga nyangka klo gw bs ga depend lg sm dia, buktinya kmrn ini gw telpnan sm dia gw berasa biasa aja ky dl sblm jdan, which is a good thing, tp yah kdg msh suka sedih sih.. tp time heals! inget thu quote fan!HAHAHA...

kmrn ini sih gila lo gw makan bnyk bgt sm teguh.. ke southland makan bbq pork sm nasi goreng. Quickly makan taro milk tea,tofu,fried ice cream,sesame ball, egg puff redbean. trus msh k carrows lg untung gw ga makan, klo makan sih gw ga ngerti sih...

Oh iya, si dekok uda jdan! hahahaa.. sm si Fannie Valentine namanya.. Kliatanya sih anaknya mayan cakep, tinggi, dan KURUS! haha.. yah awet" lha yah ko, semoga ini yg terakhir(:

2010-02-01T00:18:00.001-08:00

kadang gw suka bingung yah, mo berbuat baek aja thu ada negative impactsnya.. nolong orang thu bs jd masalah jg buat org laen:(

Trus di postingan kali ini gw jg bakalan ceritain gmn baeknya Tuhan ke gw.. gw berasa beruntung bgt berada dilingkungan orang" baek yg slalu protect gw.. thank GOD...contoh:

Eveline: slalu nemenin gw klo gw susah trus ksh gw masukan klo lg ada masalah.

Tannie: dengerin klo gw cerita walaupun gw tao sih ceritanya ngulang mulu.

Eko+iwan: ngehibur gw klo sedih, aplg si eko sih kocak bgt.

Vanessa: suka ngasih pendapat sama pelajaran buat hidup.

Teguh: nolong gw especially angkat" barang berat(ky kuli yah kesannya ga enak,lol) sm nemenin gw klo ga ada gawean.

Sheila, Ivan,Mae,Vina,siti:walaupun mereka sering ngehina gw tp gw tao mereka thu pengen buat gw seneng.

Jessica:temen cerita sedih gw dr SD!

lilis: slalu ada di setiap gw butuh dia, dia sih kyknya ga butuh gw sih, cm dia slalu disana deh klo gw nyari dia. baek bgt! temenan plg lama gw sih sm dia dr 2SD! omggg.

aduuu, gw berasa beruntung bgt kenal sm mereka, Tuhan emg baek.. thank you yah jd temen gw:)

2010-01-31T00:25:00.000-08:00

huaaa.. hr ini sih sibe cape lho, gw thu tdr jam 7 pagi bgn jam 10 dah gt ga bs tdr lg ampe jam 2. Rencana awal ajm 4 mo kSF sm anak BB tp apa daya mrk berangkat jam 6 ya TUHAN! dah gt akhirnya kt ke shabu shen ato apa lha namanya gw lupa, makanannya mayan sih cm porsinya itu lho mungilnya sih gila"an.. ampe si winston sm alwin makan nasi 3 piring cuyyy! hahaha... trus maksud hati mo nge-dessert di marco polo tp apa daya uda tutup jd k td gw, alwin, eve ke 37 degree deesrt gt deket sana, trus pas balik gw yg drive mobil ALWIN! omg gw sih rada serem yah secara thu mobil insurance nya cm liability doank.. Tp akhirnya gw nyampe di rumah dengan selamat dan EVELINE nyetir woi ke rumah alwin! selamat vlin! hahahaa...

semalem ngobrol sm si mami seru jg sih walaupun isinya ga berbibit cm ngomongin hal yg ga penting, hahaha.. oh iyah semoga bsk gw bs k JUBIL yah, soalnya gw cape bgt cuyyy.. hahaha..

kangen mami nih jdnya:'(

2010-01-28T00:35:00.000-08:00

Hari ini kelas arts di CANCEL! omg gw berasa rugi bgn jam 12.30, huhuhu... secara dah melek plus mandi, jd akhirnya gw, eko, andrew makan di SUSHI CALIFORNIA! emg sih lunch special, tp berhubung si eko pesen sushinya buanyak bgt alhasil totalnya $81! gila"an... gw sih cm diem doank dan berharap andrew yg bayar dan BINGO gw diomelin andrew! hahaha.. pelajaran of the day: jgn makan sushi california lg soalnya mahal!

Td thu makan malem brg si haryadi, hardian, jennifer, allysa sm teguh di rumah gw trus as you know gw yg masak. hahaha.. gw msk tuna jagung sm ayam safeway lg! enak plus kenyang.. btw, gw lg addicted sm lagunya "happily never after" gila enak bgt!

Hari" hari gw skrg ini lumayan nyenengin walaupun uda gak ada si mr x lg, untungnya msh ada temen" yg laen yg slalu nemenin gw dan si dia.. hahaha... tq to dia yg slalu nelponin gw walaupun kdg: gw suka emosi! masa nelpon jam 5 pagi, woi org butuh tdr kale.. tp gpp de, hehehe.. sori yah buat dia klo gw srg bikin lo emosi, nih thu gw mention lo di blog gw.. hahaha.. btw, uda ampir 3 thn ga ketemu dia.. hahaha.. knp yah gw berasa jd centil lg? hahaha... wowowowo! time heals! hahaha... kdg gw ngerasa terlalu cepet move on nya:'(

kangennn papi:'( knp sih si papi sok sibuk bgt sih blakangan ini, ampe bb yg gw bliin aja ga disentuh: padahal yah pap yah blinya thu pk pengorbanan taooo! kangennn bgt d sama papi, kangen manja" kangen pegang kepala botak papi:'( pap, buat smua yg papi lakuin aku slalu berdoa koq biar berhasil, kan klo ampe sukses aku jg yg seneng yah gak pap? hahaha... ps: i miss you de pap!

lalalalalalaa...God is good all the time jg msk dlm hot playlist gw! enak aj aplg klo yg nyanyi si don moen..

uda agh kyknya gw dah musti tdran bentar dah gt telp mami, huhuhu.. bsk skolah lg, dan WEEKEND! wohoo! cop cop(jd inget si sr,david goldsworthy)

2010-01-27T00:02:00.001-08:00

wohooo!

emm td gw k COFFEE FACTORY sm si EVELINE, gila man, mayan sih tempatnya buat org yg pengen bener" "BELAJAR".. disana gw ngerjain hw Math 46 gw:( dia belajar OCHEM.. Trus td thu kt ngomong mslh kehilangan org yg kita cintai contoh amit" mami kita.. kita sepakat klo itu nyakitin bgt yah secara ky little thingssss contoh yg nge-pack barang kt klo mo berangkat ke sini thu pasti mami, contohnya si mami gw masukin jepitan rambut item which is klo menurut gw ga penting secara disini jg ada gt, dah gt sisir blow rambut, dia tau aja gt klo gw cm suka satu mcm sisir itu doank, dan dia inget untuk masukin, pas gw nyampe gw br sadar emak gw yg menurut gw pd saat di indo thu rese bgt masuk"in gt-an ternyata dia perhatian bgt!

selain itu td kita nostalgia waktu gw year 9 mau sekitar bukan agustus gt gw pernah seminggu ga dikasih uang jajan gr" ketawan pacaran, mampus ga noh, secara gw slalu makan di skolah dan ga pernah bawa bekal! gila"an woi berasa bgt klo kaga jajan, dan waktu itu thu uang jajan dia 1 bulan RP.600.000,00 klo buat 1 org aja itu dah pas'an (lebay sih) trus gmn nasib gw dunk??? mo ga mau dia blg ke maknya klo dia hrs ngehidupin gw jd dikasih lha dia 1jt/bulan, pdhl sih gw ga dpt aung jajannya 1 minggu, dsr curang thu anak.. huhuhu.. tp yah itu lha suka duka waktu smp.. td yah kt ky ketawa" aja pas nginget hal" yg dulu'.. gila baru berasa itu uda 5 thn lalu! gila'an... ga nyangka yah ternayat temen gw yg plg lama dan deket terus thu yah si EVELINE TIONIWAR itu lha.. dr gw kelas 7 pertengahan de kyknya gw maen sm dia smp skrg, gila"an eneg" d gw liat dia...

Trus td ke safeway makan ayam safeway pk nasi mayan enak plus hemat lho $7.99+tax 9.25% itu bisa buat 2x makan.. kyknya budaya makan hemat prlu dikembangin d dr skrg, secara uang di bofa gw tinggal $200, buat bertahann hidup ampe akhir bulan.. Btw, gw berhasil hemat make duit $300 selama 1/2 bulan.. wohoo! stefani kau skrg jd hemat, ditambah bulan ini ga shopping apa", good JOB! tp bulan depan musti gini lg secara gw br dpt TICKET! ga mungkin dunk gw minta emak duit lg? kan gw dah janji ga akan minta tambahan uang dr mule bulan novemeber 2009 dan gw BERHASIL!

oh iyah.. TGL 23.01.2010 gw dpt ticket pas dr house party rumah raymond! omggg! cm gara" gw ga stop pas mo belok kanan, itu sekitar jam 2 gt, bete to the max, untung polisinya GANTENG (baca: cool, tinggi, perut rata) si EVELINE mape nunduk" mo liat thu polisi doank, charming abis, pas gw liat dia sih deg'an gw bukan gr" tkt ticket tp mukanya ya TUHAN! berasa ky mo ketemu artis papan atas aja musti bayar tiket! omg! tq yah pak polisi ganteng, charming, cool, tp sayang lo begok! masa gw tanya dlm 1 thn plg banyak bs dpt brp tiket, dia ga bs jawab!polisinya br sih kayaknya secara perutnya blm buncit..

2010-01-22T00:29:00.000-08:00

Nice quotes!

“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”- maria Robinson

“Experience is the name every one gives to their mistakes.”-Oscar Wilde

“For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for everything you gain, you lose something else.”-Ralph Waldo Emerson

“Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever.”-Keri Russell

2010-01-21T00:07:00.000-08:00

Gw berasa sekarang ini gw bahagia banget.. Ternyata dibalik smua kesedihan msh ada kebahagiaan yg selama ini gw ga pernah syukuri..

Thank you banget buat:

1. Trash commity!

Ivan:

thank you buat slalu nasehatin gw, hibur gw dan ngasih tao gw banyak hal tentang percintaan, gw tau koq lo baek bgt(:

Sheila:

Thank you buat slalu dengerin curhat gw walaupun gw tao gw sering bgt ngulang cerita, hibur gw pk lelucun aneh plus garing!

Siti:

Ternyata jarak sm waktu yg dulunya gw pikir bisa bikin kt jd jauh ternyata ga jd halangan lg yah berkat BB!hahaha... tq yah buat mau jd objek hinaan Ivan.

2. Ko Handy, Handres, Hanky

Ko Handy:

Thank you yah buat dengerin smua curhatan gw, walaupun gw tao gw auban orgnya tp lo tetep nanggepin. trus tq jg yah buat smua komen sm nasehatnya, aku tao koq kk syg bgt sm aku, lo ga pernah mau liat gw sedih ato disakitin siapa pun, dan gw berasa bener" punay koko kandung nih(:

Ko handres:

walaupun kk orgnya dingin bgt, galak klo nasehatin, suka judes, tp 1 hal yg gw yakinin klo koko selalu mau cb buat deket sm aku, tp kdg aku ngerasa ky emg ga bs terlalu deket aja sm koko, msh canggung aja gt ko, tp tq yah ko, buat slalu hibur gw dengan ngajak gw makan subuh".. cm 1 hal yg aku bs blg, klo aku thu sebenernya syg bgt sm koko

Ko hanky:

hahaha,, gw speechless klo soal lo ko, lo thu bawel, suka sok curhat tp isinya kosong, memble, ga ada apa".. tp lo sih baek lo, klo gw bbm pasti dibales.. hehehe.. tp yah secara umur kt rada deket yah jd gw sih berasa kurang hormat aja yah sm lo.. hahaha.. dekok jelek!

3.mami papi andrew

mami:

mam, jujur aja yah selama ini aku anggap mami egois selalu sok sm diri sendiri, terlalu bangga sm smua yg uda mami archieved. Tp aku bener" salut bgt sm mami, walupun mami bukan ibu rumah tangga yg ky aku inginin, tp mami ngelakuin smua tugas seorang ibu dengan sukses. Mami, tetep bs deket sm anak:nya walaupun bnyk kerjaan, mami bener" mami andalan buat kita mam.. Jujur aj aku srg ngerasa bersalah klo abis marahan sm mami, mami terlalu sabar mam jd manusia, kadang bikin aku emosi sih, hati mami itu lho yg terlalu baek kdg bisa dimanffatin sm org".. Tp bener kata mami, "ngpn sih jd org baek musti ketahuan, diem2 aja nanti Tuhan yg bales" hahaha... quote yg plg aku inget mam! sori buat obrolan malem 31 dec 2009 aku ga ada maksud buat ga dukung mami koq..

papi:

pap, kdg aku ngerasa kurang ajar de sm papi.. tp gmn yah pap dah habit sih.. (ngeles) hahaha.. pap, walaupun kt ga deket" bgt tp aku sih berasa papi plg syg sm aku yah.. secara aku anak cewe satu"nya (ngarep) tp bener de pap, aku bs berasa koq, walaupun di mulut aku selalu blg papi jahat, abisnya papi ngomel mulu sih, tp puji Tuhan skrg papi sih berubah total lho, jd jrg marah, trus skrg klo syg thu kliatan ditunjukkin gt, awww papiii, <3>

Andrew;

lo bener" tipe dede, sodara, anak teladan bgt. lo syg sm gw walaupun gw srg marah" bikin lo kesel, tp lo selalu ada buat gw. lo slalu nasehatin gw, lo slalu ngalah sm gw ampe gw kdg bingung knp lo bs tahan.. that's brother is for yah drew.. sebenernya jauh dr dlm hati gw, gw syg bgt sm lo drew....

4. Eveline tannie

eveline:

gw baru bener" sadar klo lo emg temen yg plg setia. lo slalu ada saat gw sedih tp lo slalu ga ada pas gw seneng, thu seee, betapa gw egoisnya bs lupain lo pas gw seneng, tp gw janji gw bakalan brubah, gw tao lo orgnya baek bgt.. Thanks God for sending me an angel like youuu(: lo slalu hibur gw klo sedih, tempat gw curhat semua hal yg dr masalah ga penting sm rahasia smuanya lo simpen rapet", tq yah...

tannie:

tq untuk masih dengerin ceriat gw, unek" gw.. walaupun gw tao gw bnyk slh sm lo, tp lo bener" msh maafin gw n berusaha jd pendengar dan temen yg baek. tq yah tan, buat smua yg lu lakuin di Seattle sana, gw slalu doain..

2010-01-20T17:45:00.001-08:00

copy from Canz NONIE

gw br baca td di fb si dekok, bgs sih.. hehehe...

oint Of Letting Go

Yesterday at 11:51am

Does promises are realy meant to be broken..
Why does someone always makes promises they know they can't keep..

Why there are people who tends to wait for promises to be fulfilled..
Eventhough they already know they are waiting for nothing..

Why do i have to be so sad..

"Someday you'll cry for me like i cried for you"
"Someday you'll miss me like i missed you"
"Someday you'll need me like i needed you"
"Someday you'll love me like i loved you"
Well..All this time I was hoping for all of that to happen one day..
But here i am now.. All alone and faithless..

It's funny how a boy can hurt you so much..
But still love him with all of your heart..

It hurts so much to love you the way i do..
And then look at you and realize..
How much you don't care..

It's so sad that it had to end up like this..
How i really want to see a shooting star then i'll beg for just one thing..
Oh please make him come back home...

Yeah i know i should fix it on my own..
Coz you found someone now..
I'll just pretend to hug you till you get there..
Where you can be really happy...

A HEART..
Once it's broken so many times..
You start to lose pieces..
So it's just the best..
If i keep it to my self from now on..
Before i lose to much..
I'm already into deep..

2010-01-20T03:24:00.000-08:00

" Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours"

2010-01-19T21:43:00.000-08:00

"I dont think I want this anymore"
As she drops the ring to the floor
She says to herself "You've left before
This time you will stay gone , thats for sure"

And he shattered something as
She dragged her suitcase down the path
To the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be
The time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving
But this time, without crying
As she got into her car
She said

No..
Happily never after
That just aint for me Because finally
I know, I deserve better, after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall
[Happily Never After Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]
As she drove away she starts to smile
Realized she hadn't for a while
No destination, she drove for miles
Wonderin' why she stayed in such denial

Laughing about the way he shattered something as
She dragged her suitcase down the path
To the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be
The time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving
But this time, without crying
As she got into her car
She said

No..
Happily never after
That just aint for me Because finally
I know, I deserve better, after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall

I'm done , I'm done
Said I'm so done
So done, I'm done, I'm done
I'm free, I'm free, I'm free
Free to be me

She inhales an air she'd never breathed before
The air of no drama, no more
She said

No..
Happily never after
That just aint for me Because finally
I know, I deserve better, after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall
(3x)

..another teardrop fall

2010-01-19T21:41:00.001-08:00

Finally

stefani bs MOVE on!

wowowowo! Thanks GOD!

thank to you you you you(:

2010-01-16T04:05:00.001-08:00

Here's my to do list/ promises/ whatever it's called...

1. Forget evrything about him

2.Focuse on STUDY

3. Make my parents proud of me

4.change my bad habits

5.be a better person

........................................................................................................

Hr ini gw pegi sm ii zaenab, kasian gw sm dia, dah tua ga ada yg nemenin, so gw andrew ci pau n dia ke verde dah gt pegi ntn Jackie chan, trus lanjut Sherlock Holmes sm anak", tp yg gw kaget thu ada dia... OMG, pas liat muka dia thu yah ga tao knp gw ngerasa dia beda bgt uda ga ada care"nya sm skali. emm, dr sana gw yakin klo dia emg dah ga syg lg sm gw ky yg dia blg.. Ok fani! kamu bener" hrs move on...

Btw, td k rumah si raymond ada polisi 3 man! omgggg! jeger".. niat hati sih pgn minum jg tp gw urungin niat jd cm ngokar beberapa batang doank, sori mom pap, aku bener" ga bs tahan lg pap..

Yg ada dipikiran gw skrg ini cm gmn bikin dia percaya lg sm gw dan balik lg ky dulu.. Tp fani! ini smua thu cm impian lo doank, Wake UP!!! dia dah ga suka lo lg! lo musti lupain dia. Kllo dia bener" care sm lo syg sm lo pasti dia mau lupain smuanya yg uda terjadi dan balikan lg sm lo. Ok fan, pertama km hrs berubah jd ga posesif lg tp BUKAN buat dia! inget fan bukan buat dia!!!! dia dah ga mau lu lg! knp sih lo msh mau ngemis" minta temenan or deket" dia lg?????? omgggg! fani emg begooo, tolol, idiot bs syg bgt sm seorang dia... padahal msh bnyk org yg lbh baek dr dia, at least org yg lbh mau nerima lo apa adanya or org yg mau nemenin lo berubah dan ada disamping lo tiap kali lo butuh dia.. huhuhu... Fan, MOVE ON!

ok for you, gw cm bisa blg thank you doank buat smuanya yg lo dah kasih, even gw rasa thankyou tghu ga sebanding sm yg lo kasih k gw.. Gw minta maaf bgt klo slama ini suka bikin lo bete, sebel, emosi.. emmm, klo kata org cina zaman jebot klo emg jodoh jg ga kemana(kan ngarep lg, bego lo fan) trus apalagi yah??? emmm good luck d buat smua yg lu lakuin.. Trus yg plg penting smoga lo nemuin cewe yg pastinya lbh de smuanya dr gw, tp jgn lbh gendut yah.. hahaha... GOOD LUCK BOY!

2010-01-13T19:24:00.001-08:00

"A break up is like a broken mirror.It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it."

2010-01-13T00:10:00.000-08:00

Rasanya gw mo cepet" transfer d k LA, gw benci berlama" ditempat yg bs bikin gw inget sm dia! Omggg.. God please help me:'(

Gw berasa smua tempat yg gw dtgin thu smuanya ada dia.. Let's say:

Safeway: Double shoot starbuck!
Top cafe: pork over rice
Kantin: chicken salad
Target:toys corner sm electronic
Best buy: laptop, audio
ValleyFair: lacoste, sarku rest
Krungthai:janpatpu(ga tao bener apa slh noh spellnya)
Carrows: supreme skilet
Game stop: karaoke, DS
Parking E4: BMW putii
Buckingham:219
My room: tiduran plus rapiin laundry
UnionSquare:bottega plus xmas tree depan macy's
Living room: big frame
My car: memori seat no 2
Kitchen: indomie grg+kwetiau bakso
Leasing office:administration

Oh GOD, what should I do??? Bahkan gw hapal dimana dan gmn dan kapan itu terjadiiiiiiiii!

2010-01-11T01:57:00.000-08:00

it's been 1 week without you:'(

apa yg gw rasain????

pastinya sedih ada,kadang msh inget gmn kt slalu syg"an, slg negbutuhin satu sm laen.. But now???? I need to MOVE ON pren!

ada bnyk hal yg bs gw ambil dr smua kejadian yg menurut gw agak "malang" di hidup gw! salah satunya sih slalu bersyukur buat apa yg uda terjadi, soalnya sgala sesuatu terjadi bukan karena buat disesalin tp buat dipelajarin! wowowwo! Stefani you are getting meloooo! hahaha...

emmm.. td dpt blog dr nessa isinya mayan bgs sih.. hehehe.. dr sana gw belajar bnyk hal, klo ternyata hidup kita itu berarti bgt! contohnya kita msh bisa jalan pake kaki disaat org" pd jln pake tongkat, huhuhu... yah gt de, sgalal sesuatu emg ada hikmahnya(:

for you: thankyou yah dah bikin gw sadar klo ga smua yg gw mau bs gw dapetin, lo satu"nya org yg pernah ngomong ngingettin gw tentang hal ini!hehehe(:

2010-01-07T02:08:00.001-08:00

Gw ga nyangka tahun 2010 ini gw mulai dengan sangat tidak mulus! Klo tahun lalu, di birthday gw ada Tannie skrg uda ga ada lg, dia dah k Seattle. Somehow gw ngerasa aneh jg bday nya 2x, emm btw, kyknya gw dejavu d seinget gw, gw pernah mulis gini jg.. hoho... ok new year resolution gw blm gw buat yah, hehehe...

2009:

Lebih suka bersyukur sm Tuhan
Hormat ayah bunda
Rajin belajar
Mengasihi sesama makhluk ciptaan Tuhan lbh lg
Hidup baru!

2010

lebih sabar
gak emosian
gak suka maksain kemauan
kurangin egois
lebih percaya sm org
jgn suka takabur
positip thinking
rajin skolah, ga pk skip class lg
rajin ke gereja
rajin telpon papi mami
bersyukur sm apa yg uda didapat
mulai rajin saat teduh!

Smoga ini smua bs gw lakuin yah...

For you: thank you yah uda ngisi hari" gw sampe lbh dr cukup berarti. Smoga lo bs nemuin yg terbaik buat diri lo..

For another you you you: sorry klo selama ini kehadiran gw bener" ngecewain, nyusahin, nyakitin buat ketenangan hati lo smua. Makasih buat negor gw, makasih buat marah, makasih buat benci sm gw. Sori skali lg buat smuanya. Smoga klo emang ada kesempatan laen, gw bs memperbaiki smuanya:'(

Imissyourpresence;'(

2010-01-06T23:09:00.000-08:00

"don't let the tears blind you from seeing the beauty of the world. nothing lasts forever. if it has to end, let it be. because there's always a rainbow after the rain." created by Eveline TIONIWAR

2010-01-06T00:13:00.000-08:00

here we go(:

Jan4,2010

bye".. time to let it go! thanks for memories!

17.11.09-04.01.10

jan3rd 2010!

nyampe Sf! surprise!

beautiful moment

haha(:

thank you dree(:

Jan2,2010

Ritz carlton

bday cake from Sheila, danny, elvina, Joseph

being 20th!

2009-12-31T23:18:00.000-08:00

Ama is our heroo

Ama....
buat gw sih dia thu nenek yg plg baek bgt, dia slalu care sm smua hal dr yg plg kecil pun dia peduli, contoh: buat pha mie dia bisa aja kan nyuruh sopir bl, tp dia turun tgn sendiri k pasar demi masakkin buat cucunya(:

Ama jg tulang punggung keluarga mangkanya dia thu pelit sih gw rasa gr" dia bnyk tanggungan, kdg gw mikir sih dia ga mungkin sanggup tp liat hasilnya smua anaknya jd "orang" smua sodaranya jd "org" wowowo! ama hebat!

Klo kata org ibarat nasi dah jd bubur thu dah telat, yah gw akuin itu bener, selagi ama hidup jujur aja gw ga gt care sm dia, yah walaupun dibanding cucu yg len gw plg deket sm dia, tp mnrt gw, gw blm bs kasih dia kebanggaan apa pun, ngerepotin si iyah!

ada beberapa pesen ama yg plg gw inget:
1.Fani, inget yah sgala masalah pasti ada jalan kluarnya ga mungkin ga ada, persoalan dibuat untuk diselesein. km inget yah klo kamu ulangan kan dpt soal noh, km hrs kerjain kan mau ga mau? klo ga yah ga naek kelas, sm aja ky hidup klo ada persoalan hrs di solve bukan dibiarin gt aja,inamanya kita ga jalanin kehidupanm trus skalian itu nantinya buat ngebangun spirit fighting kita. (gitu ha itinya, tp dia ngomongnya pk bahasa hokian) oh iyah, dia jg bilang sblm ngerjain apa" inget DALAM NAMA TUHAN YESUS dulu!hahaha..

2. Fani, km inget yah jd org thu ga perlu punya pisau yg bnyk, cukup 1 pisau tp tajem, gw sebenernya ga ngerti sih, trus dia blg, jd org ga perlu serakah smuanya mau tp ga konsisten cukup 1 tp ditekunin pasti berhasil. ternyat kata" ama gw sedikit deplomatis, walaupun dulu skolah cm ampe SMA doank. emg bener yah, semakin org susah semakin berkembang lha org itu.

Yah, dibalik ini smua yah gw tao klo ama sebenrnya syg bgt sm gw, tp yah secara dia org tua kan rada kolot klo nyampein nya ke kita. yah gw sih cm bisa bales smua harapan dia dengan janji untuk selalu memberikan yg terbaik buat keluarga ini, dan berusaha jaga akong, slalu ada di samping dia setiap saat, walau asep rokonya 24/7. Satu hal yg terpenting sebenernay gw bangga punaya aam ky dia, yg walaupun klo menurut umur manusia dia terlalu cepet balik k Allah Bapa tp gw ckp beruntung bs ketemu dan spend time brg sm dia. Thank you ama(:

oh iye, Hr ini grandpa Billy dtg ke rumahakong, as a nice grandaughter(pdhl si itu kakeknya si billy sih) jd gw nyamperin d ke sebrang.. Grandpa kliatan lbh muda dr tahun lalu, mungkin efek krn dah ga stress lg x yah dia. Pas dia liat gw hal yg pertama dia blg," Aduu, dah gede bgt yah km" yg menurut gw itu kalimat yg sangat lazim klo org dah lbh dr 6 bulan kaga liat gw. hahaha...

Tiba" si grandpa cerita klo si ama thu plg hebat, dia blg klo si akong mah rajin sm inter bgt ida lho waktu mudanya, tp si ama yg ngatur smuanya, klo akong mah design mesinnya jago bgt lho, dl ampe dpt penghargaan dr Jepang(ini bikin gw sedikit bangga sih sebenernya, ternyata di gen gw ada yg pinter jg, hahaha)

kyknya judul post hr ini gw bisa blg "mengenang,mengingat, mengikuti jejak leluhur"

2009-12-30T21:01:00.000-08:00

Klo taon lalu gw spent old n new di US x ini di Indonesia, which is a good thing(: soalnya gw bs spend nya sm kelurga dan sanak saudara, haha..:)

Ga tao hrs sedih apa seneng sm smua yg uda gw dpt selama ini..

Thank you buat mami yg slalu support aku selama 1 thn ini

Papi yg slalu ngelawak pk jokes" sms jayus yg ngisi hr" sumpek aku di US.

Andrew yg uda 1 thn nemenin gw di amrik, almost tiap ap yg gw lakuin slalu dia support, walaupun dia ga suka pun dia pasti selalu berusaha support gw

Ko handy, handres, hanky,ci deviii, yg ud nemenin bbm-an klo aku bete.. Haha..

Tannie, eveline, stefany soesanto yg nemenin pegi" walaupun kt ga spent time nya bnyk bgt tp gw ckp seneng.. Good luck buat Tannie di taon baru di kota seattle sana

Vanessa yg suka ngehibur gw klo gw sedihhh, huhu.. Thank youuuu(:

Andree yg 2 bulan blakangan ini slalu sama" gw, care, syg sm gw, smoga ampe taon" mendatang.

Klo dl gw nulis blog taon baru tanpa ngucap syukur skrg kyknya dah waktunya d gw bersyukur buat apa yg gw punya slama ini..

waiiitttiiinnggg for a miracle, God please shoe me Your way(:
I'm Still love you<3

2009-12-29T18:12:00.000-08:00

Stefaniiiii! Kamu harus berubahhhh!!!!

All I need is you<3 Please give me one more chance(:

2009-12-27T02:22:00.000-08:00

I miss youuuuu:'(

Kangen ngobrol sm km:'(

Sorri klo sering reseeee.. Huhu..

Still waitinggggggg... Sabarrr fan!

2009-12-17T05:33:00.000-08:00

Happy 1 month anniversary

Love is not finding someone to live with; it's finding someone you can't live without

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Love is not finding someone to live with; it's finding someone you can't live without

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