Hi blog! long time no see. I just read Eveline's blog and it's sad. I remember when the first time her koko bbm me and told me about her father. I did not know what should I do. All I remember was I am crying in Andrew's car. I can stop my tears. Although, I had pretend nothing happened in 2 minutes. There were Eko and Ninis there too. After all, I realized that she is the strongest friend I ever known. She has a strong heart and I am sure it's hard for her but she made it!

I just got F on my Nutrition class. This would be my first F in the university. I felt very dumb. I spent my weekend for study group and it's not working. But the teacher is so kind. She allowed us to make a correction and gave us the half point for the correct answer. My friend gave me all the answers and I'm pretty sure that I can got B- on it. I told the teacher that it was a hard test and she also said that almost 70% of the class failed the test. She also mentioned that as long as I did all the projects and the video reviews I can pass the class. I hope I can do well in the next test.

Next semester will be my last semester here in CSUN. I only need 13 units to get the Bachelor Degree. But the thing is I need to take CADV 470 in order to graduate and there is only 2 sections for those hard classes. I am sure I can't survive on those class because both of teacher got 1.1 rated in ratemyprof. I'm planning to take it in the winter session and will not go to jakarta. It's a short session only 3 weeks. I hope I can do it.

My mother told me that she wanted to open a college in Jakarta, but I'm not really sure when it would be. Now she is busy finding an area to build the building. I think it gonna be somewhere in PIK area. Hope everything rum smooth.

Tannie had left US. She's done with all the theories in the university. Me and her was the same age, but she graduated earlier than me. Although we started the college at the same time. This because she is too diligent, not like me!

I should do my homework but I don't feel like doing it. But I should do it. okay thennnn siii yaaaa....

Hi! I'm back:)

Vanessa had to go back to Jakarta for some reasons:( I miss her so much, I do miss our ELITE dim sum almost every Saturday afternoon. wish she will get back soon!

I'm done with Summer classes and currently I feel free! I don't think I'm doing good in this short semester, but at least I took 3 classes or about 9 units and I'm pretty sure that I will pass all the the subjects:)

I will be in Jakarta on 25 July! can't wait!

hallo dunia!

I'm done with IC. it was great. All I can say is amazing! there was like 400-500 people in UCLA and sadly it over;'( I miss being called bbm every Friday to just come to Erik;s house for practicing my part with only 3 scenes.

In the less of 3 months all those Bruins students will graduate. especially Erik. He will graduate soon! I miss him, how he talked, how he laugh and everything about how he managed the ICN.

Almost 2 weeks my life was changed. I got along with some of permias people and I think it would be the best beginning of my friendship with Indonesian people. I love being with them, after all they are quite fun and random too.

Oh yah quick update Sharlene Nathalie was born in Macrh 8 2011. She have a deep dimple and I think she looks like Ci devi's mom, but some people said she looks like ko Handy's face. but never mind I'm happy to have you in life :)

Ko Ahui will get merried soon which means that I will have another new person in my life. I don't get along with her but I'm sure she is the best for you. Although we are not really close each other. but you supposed to be my number one in my pray list. You helped me alot with the computer things. I'm glad to have you ko:)

Another thing is my apartment now is very clean! I love to clean my apartment. somehow it feels good to do it while it hard if it was in San Jose.

thats all :)

a good cartoon(:

Oh GOD! I want chloe and mulberry so bad:( wish mom was here:*

As I said earlier that I really hope to pass WPE test. It isn't hard for everybody who have strong English grammar, but for me, it's really HARD! I want to graduate next Fall, but I still don't know how many units that I need to take.

Today is Chinese New Year and all my family members are gathered together in my grandpa house, yes he is the only "grand" now, my other grandpa from my daddy side was passed away about 4 months ago. I miss every single things about Chinese New Yaer, I miss red pocket, foods, and the laughter of my families:( wish I was there!

Okay move on... Currently I have nothing to do, I'm waiting for Vanessa's bbm because I still don't know when I have to go to Tanchang, yes we do have a "little" Chinese New Year celebration with my best friend.

My two classes was cancelled today, so I don't have any classes, but I'm still went to library to finish up my essays. I think I should be more diligent for practicing my essay because I really want to pass the WPE test:(

Yesterday we had a little conversation which I think was really important, finally he admitted that he did something wrong and he wanted to fix our friendship, but honesty, deep down in my hard I'm still hate him. I'm not hate him like we don't know each other but I'm just still can't believe that we could end up like this. I hope we can be just like ordinary friend nothing more. I miss you bytheway:(

I'm at the library right now waitting for andrew to come. My bb is being suck right now, the battery is off and I can't used it:( Luckily, eko is online so I ask him for help, by bbm-ing andrew to come here. He is the only one that I can counts on now. hopes he will message me right away if andrew have replied his bbm:( I never thought that my blackberry is really important! I thought that i can only used it for bbm or for killing my time while I'm in the class. hish!

I done with my classes today. The last class was the easiest one. I just came to the class for no more than 15 mins to fill out a piece of paper and I'm done! I dropped my Friday class yesterday:) I changed it into Tuesday class. I hope I can graduate as soon as possible and pass my WPE test!

My jet-lag was getting better last night! I can slept from 11PM-7Am this morning:) I miss my country so much especially the foods. I miss bakmi and other street food. I miss my mom and Sharon. Hope she will come this June for my cousin wedding. I think I will not go anywhere for this spring break because I have a drama's exercise for ICN and andrew will be the head of some positions in permias for helping the ICN,hope he can dfo it! Oh yeah, I just paid $200 for WPE test the woman there misstyped the price which was only $20. I need to get back there on Tuesday for the refund. I hope I can pass the test! wish me luck everybody!

That's all for today, in about 15 mins Andrew will finish with his class, hopes he read Eko's bbm and my tweets too..

I was reading Tannie's blog lately. I like the way she explored her feeling into words. Somehow, she motivated me to think back and realized what I've got and to cherish everything. LA is a big city too and I think San Jose looks like East LA, there are a lots of Chinese people and a good dim sum too for sure. I was feeling bored when the first quarter in De Anza, there were nothing to do except going around with church's people until Eveline and Honey came. Everything seemed too good there. I felt like my elemenatry childhood were repeating again. I didn't even think how to get an A, pass or C are way to good for my lack efforts. In here I only met a friend a single person who I can seret to Simpang and other's favourite place. She is Soes, I realized that she accompanied me almost whenever I went to west. Although we often bbm-ing or call-ing, but I know she is a good person to rely on.

Living in North LA isn't a good idea. I feel so lonely here,there are a lots of entertainment too but I have no friend here. I missed the times when I went to a mall where I can met a lots of Indonesians especially like in VF. but as she said life goes on, we need to cherish everything that we've got:) and happy to have you as my un-touch but lively person to talk through skype.

happy new year! i'm 21 years old now!

resolution this year:

1. trying not to bite my fingernails

2. trying to be slim( i know it impossible but at least im trying)

3. paying attention more on studying

4. love my parents more

5. graduate as soon as possible

im grateful to have you as my family and friends. thanks for those of you who came to my surprise party early in the morning and afternoon:)

currently i'm at coffee bean paragon waitting for sheila and louise to come.. i'm leaving soon:( it's been 3 days 2 night I spent my holiday in singapore.. i went to many places here and I tried the le koy chiken rice, beancurd, and ranggoon bak kut teh. i eat like a pig! orchard seems like mango 2 a lots of indonesian here especially from surabaya. i hate crowded:(

that's all for now. bye:)

I'm leaving soon, i guess it least than 24 hours. I just passing my last day in LA. I went to topanga to buy some oleh" and than we ate Balle Valley and Simpang.Ico gaby Gio is in here btw! I miss them so much. I felt regret since I have to leave early:(

Hope Tomorrow I can get up early and go to dim sum place with my crazy cousin:) Jakarta here I come!

5 days left:)

can't belive that time do flies.. i'm leavinggg in less than a week..i'll miss my bed for sure and i'm going to miss my car too.. but, the good things are i will meet my parents, cousins, and mbak soon! it feels good when you are surronded by a good people.. by the way, soesanto is sleeping next to me.. and iwan is in LA too.. my home feels alive with so many noises..

Tomorrow I'm going to elite to eat dim sum and maybe I'll walk around west for sure and at night we'll have a dinner together with ibsa and cc in wonkok, a restaurant where my mom liked to eat before when she was studying in here..

I just bought a new bag again! it's balenciaga.. the color is like sahara but the difference is it's not to cream and a little bit white.. i like it so much.. but as usual I always plin plan.. i'm thinking to return it and buy another color.. but i'm still not really sure which color I like the best:( Thank you mommy for letting me buy a new bag again as achristmas present.. oh iya, i'm getting fatter:( my stomach now is so berlipet and I don't know why I can't control my self from eating 2x a day.. before when I had a first job I only eat like 1x a day and I think a lost some weight but now hmmm i gained a lot! haissss!

somehow i miss the old you:(

a few hour before my fiinal start. I haven't studied yet. Luckily, it's an open book exam, hope I know where I cann find the answer.

Yesterday, we went to mayflower and karoke place. we did a lots of fun. Tannie went to LA but I haven't had a chance to meet her. sorry. we can meet in Indo jg sih.. HAHA...

Kmrn ikut audisi, sebenrnya gw mls sih, gw pas srh casting cm baca dialog doank sm si bowie, haiyaaaaa......

Here I am sitting in front of my bigbeautiful laptop. I should study now due my finals in upcoming week, but I end up doing nothing. Okay, I done with my Friday class and I'm sure I can get A on that class. For Saturday class I just want to pass that class, it's HARD, a lots of works to do and I don't think I can get B or better although I study harder.For Monday and Wednesday class I'm still hopping I can get A or at least A-, I screwed up on the last quiz and I will have an exam on this MOnday, hope I can do well(: For child advocacy, I think I can get B or better, but it depends on tomorrow presentation, if I can remember all the materials.

This Thursday Sammy will come to LA, hope everything runs well so that I can be his tour guide.

Life in Los Angeles so far so good. I just realized that I really fall in love with Kangoroo's day care children. They are so cute especialy Elijah, Kelly, and Isiah. I like to see them everyday.

by the way, i will be flying back to my hometown within 2 weeks, I miss my parents and Sharon:'(

I have been working with children in the past 2 weeks. Some people might think I'm happy staying up with kids and play around with them. I guess it's totally wrong. Sometimes, I felt sick and tired seeing the kids crying all the times and all you could do is standing infront of them and say "stop crying baby". The people that work there don't allow me to gendong the kids. They said that I'm spoiling those babies too much. I can't stand it. They are too cute to cry :'( I wish I was the owner of those so called little-kangoroo-day-care. Every time I went there my heart goes bumping because they are so cute and innocent. Some of them like to bite the plastic toys while the others are crying for empeng. That's a little bit about my new "job" and let's move on...

Today I made perkedel. Actually this was my second time trying to make perkedel. The first time was when we made food for ISO 2009 and I don't think it looks like perkedel. But now I'm quiet sure that I really made it(:

On Friday we will have U-party and some my De Anza's friends will join too. I hope to see them everyday like I used to.because it's bored staying at house all the time and all you have to do is just finishing the NEVER-ENDING ASSIGNMENT. I wish I could traveled the time where I need to do just going aroung VF and drinking buble tea at verde, quickly and SWEETHEART, oh yeahhhh switheart! i miss peach buble and avocado so bad:( I'm still hopping that I can skip my next week Saturday class and join Andrew, Susanto, and Arnold to San Jose. I miss bay Area's people and the food too:'(

Tomorrow I nope WE will go to Merry's chicken if Yessi wants drive us to that far away restaurant for just eating an ayam presto with cabe ulek and in the night we will have gamelan concert held by UCLA student and erik invites me to join. I hope it will run smooth as Dian is one of the person who plays an important role there. Hope she can play it smoothly..

That's enough for today. byeeeeee peeepsssss:)